March 2009
77 posts
domi
http://www.edressmeprom.com/prom4772r.html this made me think of you.
Mar 31st
everything i bought when i went to pecks..
reminded me of a boy. cheesecake- chris. [i even shared it with patty!] fruit- billy hammond.  yogurt- kevin c.  b&w ice tea- kevin s.
Mar 31st
But it’s just so hard if we’re not supposed to be I don’t know how to let you go ‘Cause you’re more than I ever expected I can’t accept that it’s over and just let it die… I can’t say goodbye This song is for every night
Mar 31st
wanna know how much i love my mom?
well. she forgot about me. i just had to walk home in the pitch blackness, and 30 degree air. because my mom was out getting drunk. i love my fucking life. im so fucking cold. and im soooo glad that even my fucking boyfriend didnt answer me till i was within 1000 ft of my house. great times great fucking times.
Mar 31st
“oh how i like the skin stretched over your bones. This has been my favorite...”
– (via danarussell)
Mar 30th
if this is
what i wanted, then why do i feel like i made the wrong choice?
Mar 30th
#422
achoiceinthematter: Someone who tells me to lay off the alcohol because they care. ohhh jeez. did you know everytime i see these. almost half you did for me?
Mar 30th
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#421
achoiceinthematter: Someone who kisses me even if I’m sick… even if there’s a huge chance they’ll get sick too. =] think back to that time.
Mar 30th
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took a shower
to clear my head, and think of something to say to you both. ended up just smelling like bananas with super soft legs. and a head swarmed with emotions. someone help me here. anyone.
Mar 30th
you can feel it in your mind.
clare. i put that song on my myspace cause i cant stop listening to it. =] and i love being with you and your mommy. two of my favorite people. idk if im working on easter. but im deff telling them i cant so i can see the rest of your family. i miss them. and i guess i like the gray eyeliner too, even if i was pissed when i realized it was gray. my mind is in the biggest tornado. someone...
Mar 30th
MILK.
clare, thank you so much for making me watch that movie. it is absoultely amazing.
Mar 29th
i just woke up
i started drinking at like 2:30 pm. is it really almost one in the morning? i cant belive i slept that long.
Mar 28th
Pour my life into a paper cup
-car is broke. long story. ask if you want to know. -soo behind on homework. -patty is mad at me. was mad at me, i watched the news and ate chocolate chip mint ice cream with her. -its raining. thus. me and michele cant make a video. [but would you like to make a powerpoint? let me know and ive been trying to get my mom to bring me there but she is bitching and wont let me take my...
Mar 27th
claree
can you send or post some of those pictures from photography for me. id love to have them =D
Mar 26th
life..
-happy birthday meech! [i still think i ruined your b-day though you say i didnt] -sorry for scaring all of you today, thank you for being such great friends <3 -yummy yummy stuffed french toast. =D -yay for crazy stoned boys being ticklish. hahah -being cold just to spend time with you =] i miss my grandma. 
Mar 26th
tumblsecrets: “My boyfriend pushed me when he was angry and after having an abusive alcoholic Dad, I just don’t feel like I can ever trust him again.” this reminds me of you like last year. i hope you dont do it to anyone else.
Mar 26th
YOU'LL HAVE TO PECK THROUGH US FIRST
(via clarebabs) HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Mar 26th
bring beer money
clarebabs: katipaterson: to school tomorrow if you wanna drink tomorrow. are we doing dinner with your grandma preparty? yeahhhh.
Mar 24th
bring beer money
to school tomorrow if you wanna drink tomorrow.
Mar 24th
Called to see if your back  Was still aligned and your sheets Were growing grass all on the corners of your bed But you’ve got too much to wear on your sleeves It has too much to do with me And secretly I want to bury in the yard The grey remains of a friendship scarred You told us of your new life there  You got someone comin’ around Gluing tinsel to your crown  He’s got you...
Mar 24th
while at work.
i was thinking how happy i am for my sister. i love gary, but her current boyfriend JP is perfect for her. they are like the same person but he is a much better singer and cook. his acoustic covers of songs are amazing. he gave me some CDs for free and he usually sells them. and he got me a nerf gun =P hell fucking yeahh! I know you’ll come in the night like a thief But I’ve had some...
Mar 24th
Meech
Yeah he is my nieghbor and quite the creep
Mar 23rd
questions questions questions
notuhgetout: so way to change the subject last night and not ask me those questions you had but what evss and way to call back but what evss sorry about that. i went to sleep. 
Mar 23rd
most random shit ever.
notuhgetout: katipaterson: what the hell is today? return of the ex-boyfriends day? everyone decided to walk back into my life today. and ive been in such a good mood that i dont mind. with you: i just wonder why you suddenly decided to come back into my life. what happened to hating me? and when you told me to listen to your song, was it supposed to mean something? i have so many...
Mar 23rd
most random shit ever.
what the hell is today? return of the ex-boyfriends day? everyone decided to walk back into my life today. and ive been in such a good mood that i dont mind. with you: i just wonder why you suddenly decided to come back into my life. what happened to hating me? and when you told me to listen to your song, was it supposed to mean something? i have so many questions im too scared to ask you. so...
Mar 23rd
Mar 23rd
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have you ever had the feeling
danarussell: that all of the sudden everything is going to change? but in a good way. i’ve never ever felt like something, or in my case, someone had the ability to change me. in a good way though. this is kind of hard to explain. but it all makes sense in my head. the feeling that i’m having is that i want to change for this person, i want to be a better person. i don’t want to make the...
Mar 23rd
Mar 22nd
changing changing changing
clarebabs: domii: I used to really like this saying ” nothing seems to change but when you look back everything is different” But this past moth i feel the change every day i wake up i feel a little more different a little older and it scars me. and you. though out the day my mined has an epic battle with my heart to keep you or let you go. if i dont make up my mined soon i’m so fared i’ll...
Mar 21st
okay SO
steeknapp: so far we have this planned for after prom, much is going to change probably and just let me know if you want in! 1st. prom. 2nd. stay AT woodloch in one of the rooms. 3rd. get up early sunday morning and go to sixflags/dorney. (dorney’s cheaper.) 4th. come back home. :) sooo you know, let zak or i know what’s good and if you want to come. so far it’s: rob and i. zak and his...
Mar 17th
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sooo.
i was cleaning out my car. which by the way resulted in 3 pecks bags of garabage and four trips from car to house to carry all my stuff. but anyway after i finished went to go inside the dog got out me and mike darch were running around chasing him for like 20 min. get him inside. realize i forgot my phone then go to get it. locked myself out. and i had to use my ring to cut my screen and...
Mar 17th
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my friends.
1- you have been here since day one. there was some time where i let a stupid boy take me away from being close to you. but i hope you know i value you more than any other friend i have. you always understand just what i mean. and if you dont. you dont judge me for it. i tell you everything and i promise this summer we wont disappear from each others lives. i know how everyone says once you leave...
Mar 16th
got off work early and should be..
cleaning my room. cleaning my car. doing the loads of homework i have. or visisting ferm but i feel sick and im just laying here. ughhh. you have no idea how much i missed you over our war time. im sorry happy we are back to being close. i love you and i need to start showing you just how much i care about you, i want you to know, you are one of the most caring and amazing people i know.  ...
Mar 16th
clareee.
props on the quiting smoking. even though i had extra money today and got you some camel number nines! damnn. and do you want to take my grandma out to eat with me on the like wed. or thurs?
Mar 16th
i realized
clarebabs: katipaterson: in my last tumblr i didnt put why its titled cowboy boots. well. clare and her mom let me wear their cowboy boots [i call them “theirs” bc they deff are] and they are the greatest thing everrrr. and i wont where them to school before you clare i promise. but please let me wear them next week. i have a great outfit for them =D but i understand if you dont want me...
Mar 16th
i realized
in my last tumblr i didnt put why its titled cowboy boots. well. clare and her mom let me wear their cowboy boots [i call them “theirs” bc they deff are]  and they are the greatest thing everrrr. and i wont where them to school before you clare i promise. but please let me wear them next week. i have a great outfit for them =D but i understand if you dont want me to, they are...
Mar 16th
cowboy boots and love time.
andreeuhh: katipaterson: i was thinking about this when i woke up this morning. im so completely happy with my life right now. besides my dad being MIA for the past few months and me and patty both working but having no money ever. i wish megan would get a job im sick of paying for half of her car insurance and now having to pay for my own. its blows. but on a more positive note. im in...
Mar 16th
cowboy boots and love time.
i was thinking about this when i woke up this morning. im so completely happy with my life right now. besides my dad being MIA for the past few months and me and patty both working but having no money ever. i wish megan would get a job im sick of paying for half of her car insurance and now having to pay for my own. its blows. but on a more positive note. im in love. and its so much more...
Mar 15th
Mar 15th
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11 pm - 6 am
best time of my life. meech, clare, amber and kevin slept over and we acted like crazy people.
Mar 14th
#331
achoiceinthematter: Someone who will make weird noises with me all the time and then laugh hysterically about it afterwards. i dont need a lover for this i got clare =]
Mar 12th
168 notes
opps!
i thought it was 6:45 and its 7:45.
Mar 11th
i feel emotional.
and i have so many secrets. but tumlbr doesnt feel safe anymore. =[
Mar 11th
I'M SO FRUSTRATED
clarebabs: asdflkjas;kldjfalsjfsjdf;ksjfas;kfdj;alskdjf;ksjf;alskjfd;lskjf;aklsjf =[ whats going on?
Mar 11th
drama sucks ass.
i cant do drivers ed today cause blief made me switch for thrus. so i could come early today. fucking kill me. and i was supposed to get my health baby today but ms doherty wasnt here? idt so at least. but clare i hope you feel better. if i leave early enough ill come see you first but if not. im sorry.  and domi. im going to get my tips from work, so ill ask patty about staying over. and...
Mar 10th
you
make my world so much better. =D
Mar 10th
asldjfalsdjflj
i just want a shower =[ fucking chas. fucking bastred.
Mar 10th
im with amber and meech.
what the fuck clare!? =D and if you dont come to school you better come to drama to take care of my baby =D ahah
Mar 10th
Mar 10th
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impulse decision
me and clare decided to dye my hair purple. =D cant wait to see the results in a half hour.
Mar 9th