Ever feel your world crashing down?
Ever watch the person you love defy you in front you and ignore you for something that is killing you?
Ever feel so hurt you feel it is near impossible to go on?
I need to leave you and move on but you are all I want.
You will never be truthful about your feelings and desires.
You will never be happy with what you have.
You will never even be honest with yourself.
I am sick of useless hurtful people
I will never trust again.
and never trust you for the rest of my life.
but where do we go now?
so connected and in love, so hurt and damaged.
so needy of each other,
of our love and or dependency.
you really wanted to throw away this simple chaos?
this beautiful mess?
if it meant nothing to you why still stand in my way.
how could you be such a slient monster?
